My Three Favorite Books of All Time

It took awhile for me to admit that I had favorites, because I felt like I was betraying other worthy books. I also felt that I was betraying an unspoken code that truly passionate readers can’t pick their favorites. Readers were expected to say, “Oh! I’ve read so many — all wonderful — I truly can’t pick!”

I eventually realized that perceived expectation was ridiculous and I learned to hone my literary tastes over the years. My heart decided on three books that I could revisit over and over again. They already live in my mind rent-free, and yet, I learn something new each time I read them. 

Three might seem like an odd number (no pun intended) when lists are often the “Top Five” or “Top Ten.” However, these three books are the highest bidders for the rented space in my heart. Other books just cannot seem to afford it. I will definitely update you if one manages it. 

Without further ado, let’s discuss the books:

Crime and Punishment by Fyodor Dostoevsky

This Russian classic has been a favorite of mind for at least six years now. It is a psychological suspense that follows Raskolnikov, an impoverished student who murders an old pawnbroker for her money. The novel explores Raskolnikov’s mental state before and after the murder and his philosophy of why he committed the crime. 

The depth of character in this novel is astounding. Dostoevsky is able to detail the human psyche in a way that lets the reader identify with Raskolnikov, no matter how arrogant and misguided he tends to be. I was rooting for Raskolnikov despite his many flaws. I threw justice out of the window and hoped for his redemption outside of external punishment.

I don’t think I’ve ever read such an intense and entertaining exploration of a character’s psychology. 

And not to be dramatic or anything, but I would probably take a bullet for Razumikhin.

The Weight of Ink by Rachel Kadish

I have saved so many quotes from this historical fiction novel. The writing is gorgeous, the word choice impeccable, the characters so realistic and likeable, and the plot captivating. It’s hard for me to find any flaws whatsoever.

The novel follows two timelines: a Jewess scribe in antisemitic London during the 1600s, and two researchers who discover her writing in the early 2000s. They are connected despite gaps in time, and the researcher’s lives are forever altered because of their discovery. 

This is a beautiful exploration of philosophy, religion, history, and human connection. Aspects about Jewish history and the pain of persecution clicked for me in such a profound way. The characters and their stories are absolutely unforgettable.

Code Name Verity by Elizabeth Wein

This is YA and is set during WW2. The novel follows a female pilot Maddie, and her friend Julie: an interrogator and spy who gets caught by the Germans. 

The combination of the display of friendship, the delightful sarcasm of Julie as she fights for her life and the Allies, the painful history of the Nazi regime, and the stunning thought that went behind this book makes it an incredible read. And a heart wrenching one. I believe I was in middle school when I first read this book, and I was positively sobbing by the end. It is one of the few (if not the only) books that have elicited such a reaction. 

Readers do often have difficulty picking out their favorite books. When each literary experience is beautiful in its own way, it is almost impossible to say, “This was the best experience.” 

So, have you been able to determine which experiences enrapture you most? If so, how many books make the cut?